FEver

Im having fever.

Yes. This morning during lecture, Puva pinch me, and i start having fever. omg i really dunno how it happens. When i was in the canteen, i start to feel so so so feverish, and i took yihui's panadol and ate it. During lab session, it gets worse. my head is spinning round and round. Didnt know that breast is related to body temperature. ITs like a switch maybe.

Ok after that is lunch break. That time i was abit ok. Maybe the fish soup made me better. After that i go discussion, have to concentrate and speak and it was so so so damn hurtful to my brain. wanna explode d!! then after that i went lecture. Im spinning again, im spinning, oh mommy look thats a lot of stars! Maybe to Puva i look so unbelievably quiet that time, cause omg, if i continue to make nonsense, i'll die. What type of casket you want? Umm...

after everything i went back. On the way back i cant feel my feet. i just know im walking. And LOL i actually walked into 7-11 like im programmed to do so. and bought panadol. On the way back, bought dinner. Reach home, thermometer beep beep beep, 38.2. Sigh.

then i ate dinner. Cant even finish half of it. ate panadol, sleep.

And wake up. here i am. still wanna sleep more. been a long day. A day full of head spinning round, shocking news, disappointment, anger, pissed off by some bitch, exploding brain, and wasted dinner. Can i grade today as the worst day ever?

No, cause there are always worse things coming up, and worse thing that i've been through and forget. At least i've walk till here. I'm just a normal girl. wanting to be treated normally. Not some weirdo. At times maybe i might sound and act like a weirdo but, im really just a normal girl. Who wants to do the things a girl wants to do. Dont forget that.

Im not a goldfish.

Im a girl. 

*********p/s: If this blog seemed unorganized or whatsoever to you, please understand that my head is still spinning right now even though i've eating panadol. Thank you.

I love you. I really do.