I was on my way back from Penang with Babu when an elderly asked us for some donations. Yes, a beggar. yes.

She has half-bald silver hair, quite plump, and she carries a big red plastic bag filled with unkown substance with her. She walked into the bus and sat behind us. and you know the rest la.

She asked me for donations, honestly speaking I wanted to give one or two bucks, but Jason was beside me and i know he will surely be against all this so i stare out the window and let him settle.

He told the auntie we dun have money and that we're also poor. So she keep quiet and slept. The point is, I really feel bad for that lady. To me she is not fully sane. Jason said she is. But will any sane human give up on his own dignity and beg from other people? If she is disabled then its understandable. The problem is, she is stable, with hands and legs. SHe could work. But instead she asked for donations. No sane people will want this if he knows he can work to earn money.


I dont even know why am i typing this. Say that im naive or whatever. I just feel bad for the lady. thats all. and i dun think im wrong for that. Am i?

Just dont want to believe the world has bad people when i can choose to believe they are not bad, just.. not fully sane and lost their guidance. In a way. Yea. (rollseyes) what am i talking about?

A couple with two very differnt thinking might not be a bad thing. If we dun argue out of nothing, that is. umm. what the hell. i should stop.

*shakes head, roll my eyes again* So what do you think when you normally see a beggar coming to you asking for money? I feel sympathy. 

And to Babu, mom thinks im right. Told you she will be on my side. cause she is the one who taught me to look at the world from a positive side. Think of the world as a beautiful place with unfortunate people around. thats why we have to help with what we can. and make this world better. :) peace, yo.