University

A lot of my friends are going out for universities. All over the places, from within Malaysia, to UK, US, Canada, India, Singapore, bla bla bla.. To so many places that i didnt even heard the name of. they are ready to start a new life and walk through the door of uni. To mix with the blondes and blue eyed into a place where everyone is so much taller than me (OK! i know even here also everyone taller than me LOL).

i remembered when i was young i wanted to go to Uni so badly. Because the elders always say, "study hard so you can get into a university next time." To them, going to a Uni is something BIG. something you need to study 10 hours a day to get into. So the thought that Uni is a big place, a place so holy with all the knowledge, a place so called "radiating energy of youth" (LOL) is implanted into my thought since young.

And thus i worked hard. Im not really a smart-ass, but still i worked.

And then life played a joke on me, and i choose nursing instead of a course most university provide (dont get me wrong, i love my choice very much and did not regret at all). So when everyone else is ready to go for their degree or anything equivalent to it, Im still here struggling with my diploma. I keep telling myself, its ok, my turn will come. But think about it, after they graduate from Uni, being a freshies in the society, im just about to go and get my cert. Is it too late for me? Will i lagi lagi feel left out, not only from the friends, but also from the whole batch of ibrahim 2008?

My goal is still far away. not near. not something i can achieve in 1 or 2 years. Can it be considered a long term goal then? or is long term goal something like "when i die, i want my life to be a masterpiece" or something like that?

Whoever is up there, make me strong enough to fight this. I need to win to get a better life. Its now, or never.
Jia you to everyone who worked their best to get their dreams. Jia you to me too. :)

p/s: WOAH!! I WRITE SO LONG?!